Children are able to express themselves and be 'creative'.

Bangun pagi setelah dikejutkan dengan message from mak.
Muka ngantuk belum cukup tidur balas jugak message tu.
Terus lepas tu tak boleh tidur dah..
apa lagi, on laptop check email bagai.
Ntah kenapa rasa mau google cari blog sendiri..
memang jumpa pun babe..
seronok!
Tapi nama aku jadi Siti Solehah Kamarudin.
hati panas jer pagi2 ni.
posts blog ni banyak sama macam aku pulak tuh.
geram2.
aku jadi malas blogging.
Lagipun aku banyak lagi kerja mau buat.


p/s:mungkin nama siti solehah tu lagi sesuai untuk blog aku.Aku redha.

Salam Dunia

oh yeah baby it was just a dream.
padan muka.maybe i was just too excited of moving out of this house..

anyway, busy with so many things.
i know that i've been abandoning this blog like a week maybe..
but i guess there's so many things going on and i even don't have the time to be lazing around in front of my laptop except when i HAVE to watch SPA Q 2..hehe
tak bleh tinggal tuhh.addicted:p



last saturday, we had a pajama party.best!we watched one horror movie from indonesia and some of my friends were screaming and one of them was sleeping..maybe you guys can guess who was she.iskk


then last night, we had a mini reception from KB(for girls only) ok..again,merapatkan ukhwah-ukhwah sesama kami.

so, i went for my first and last workshadowing today.beautiful place with beautiful scenery..Masha Allah.i certainly wanna come again.plus the person in charge..ohh tak tergambar dengan kata-kata..he is so charming man!


off-tasking for a second.

Badminton!
next 4th- playing against Aberswyth at home.lega..but i just noticed that on the same day,i'll have my third visit to school for Day of Difference.Dilema..dilema..experience or responsibility?of course it really pays me quite an amount of money but anyway,what do you guys think?

Apart from all these stuff going on, i have my workshop training and performances that i need to attend, working, as well as assignment(s).although i'm 'free' at night but i don't think i can manage with so many things going on in my head.
pening2..

I would like to share this one with you.

I tell all students, the teachers of this university and all the universities and schools in the world: teach Love before you teach writing, teach Love before reading, teach Love and make it go deep into the hearts of all of the generations to come, hoping that the world would find new leaders who believe that love is more powerful than weapons in facing injustice – let it be our slogan. To make love and peace songs in the hearts of all those on earth.(Ismael Khatib)


18th February 2009 in How to Change the World in 7 Days is going to be dedicated to Ahmad Ismael Khatib.Please come:D

pening aku fikir.

i woke up this morning finding my luggage and started packing.
After putting one shirt and one jeans in the big luggage, i went off to bed.

Then, i woke up again looking at my messy bedroom with my luggage in the middle of my bedroom..

Maksudnya apa?

Tahun harimau sebab tu aku garang sikit.

Setiap tahun, hari jadi saya disambut dengan cara yang paling simple.Bukan sederhana tapi sesimple yang boleh.Kadang-kadang kek birthday pun takde.Jadi bila umur dah 22tahun, benda tu dah jadi biasa buat saya.Tak kisah.

Bila semua orang tanya apa perasaan bila dah berumur 22tahun,saya kaget.otak saya blank.Tiba-tiba saya rasa Kamus Dewan perlu perbanyakkan perkataan kerana saya taktahu nak cakap apa.Betul,saya takde perasaan!
Surprise party tadi mungkin halfway through tu surprise la kan tapi bila nampak belon kat pintu toilet terus saya stop.Tirah yang meneruskan perjalanan dan diorang sebenarnya cakap 'Surprise' dekat Tirah sambil saya senyum kambeng.

Anyways, thank you banyak2 dekat semua orang.This is the best party i've ever had.Thanks for all the cute presents.Korang rock la.

Personally, terima kasih buat family terutama Mak.Kakak ingat Mak lupa but when i received your text this morning, it really made my day.I love you Mum:)

Thanks to my dearest sista,her post to me really3 touched my heart.air dicincang takkan putus la kan?walaupun dulu saya cangkul kepala dia,kami bergaduh pakai pisau,pukul kepala dia guna botol susu,dia tetap sayang saya.Saya lagi la sayang dia.

Terima kasih buat kekasih kerana sudi menemani diri ini selama 2 hari berturut-turut.I love you.

Selamat hari jadi Amira.Dah tua pun.Dan banyak dosa pun.Harap jadi seorang yang matang dari segala segi.Jangan buat jahat dekat orang.Selalu jaga hati orang lain dan jangan sakitkan hati kawan-kawan.Minta maaf kawan-kawan kalau Amira selalu buat lawak menyakitkan hati.hati Amira pun kadang-kadang sakit juga:D

Marjonian*hugs*

stop thinking of religions for a moment!

no words can describe what Muslims feel for Gaza right now (T_T)

“Adalah sesuatu yang diketahui umum bahawa telah menjadi iktikad seluruh kaum muslimin; apabila penduduk sesuatu negeri (kaum muslimin) dalam ketakutan dari serangan musuh, dan mereka tidak mampu menghadapinya merasa terancam negeri, nyawa dan kaum mereka, maka ketika itu wajib ke atas seluruh umat untuk keluar mempertahankan kaum muslimin dari serangan musuh. Ini adalah perkara yang tiada khilaf lagi di kalangan umat. Tiada sesiapa pun yang menyatakan harus dibiarkan ditumpahkan darah kaum muslimin” (Abu Bakr al-Jasas, Ahkam al-Quran, 4/312, Beirut: Dar Ihya al-Turath al-`Arabi).

Peaceful demonstration for Gaza will be held tomorrow in Plymouth..
Unlucky me, i am working tomorrow but i'm going to finish my work dem fast man.
hopefully i'll be able to join my friends there :)


Think of humanity for a second.

nanti umur 50 baru nak kecewa.

Masa korang umur 17tahun, korang rasa ape eh?
Lagi-lagi bila korang dah lepas SPM,mesti banyak korang fikir kan?
ada ke orang yang tak fikir langsung?
Umur 17tahun ialah umur yang menentukan masa depan kita,hala tuju dalam hidup kita..
itu bagi saya la kan..
Saya rasa rugi kalau seseorang tu tak dapat nak buat satu keputusan yang tepat masa umur dia 17tahun.
sebab kalau kita regret lepas tu,semuanya dah tak jadi apa-apa.Menyesal.

Masa saya 17tahun,saya banyak berfikir.
Jadi anak sulung dalam family saya bukan satu perkara yang mudah.
Banyak perkara kena consider.
Ada orang jadi seorang anak sulung yang happy dan manja.
Ada anak sulung yang terpaksa menolong family,kerja bertungkus lumus,ada anak sulung yang terpaksa menangis setiap malam sebab kehidupan yang tak begitu memuaskan hati.Macam-macamlah
tapi setiap anak sulung itu boleh mengubah nasib family masing-masing.Dengan izin Tuhan,InsyaAllah.
Saya harap saya pun boleh mengubah nasib family saya.

Saya bersyukur juga jadi anak sulung dalam family saya.
Saya dah jadi seseorang sekarang.InsyaAllah.
Di umur saya 21 tahun saya ada beberapa perkara yang boleh saya banggakan.Ini adalah sebab pilihan-pilihan yang dibuat masa saya umur 17tahun.

Jadi, saya harap yang berumur 17tahun itu boleh membuat pilihan yang tepat.Nanti takde lah kita tengok belakang dan menyesal dengan keputusan-keputusan yang diambil.

Anyway, ini untuk Asyran sebenarnya.Maybe you know exactly what you want in life. I salute you for that.But sometimes we tend to hope for something that we are not sure until we leave the opportunity that we get now.So be careful on what you have chosen and will choose.i hope the best for you although i regret that you ignored the offer.
To Azalia,we just have to pray.No need to cry ok:D

Dear brother
Some people might say life sucks
or life is full of shit
While other people say life is beautiful
or life is full of surprises
I must say, I agree with all those
Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it
Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness
Life is about happiness
Life is about pain
Life is miserable
Life is about loss
Life is about smiling
Life is about crying
Life is about love
Life is about laughter
Life is about learning from your mistakes
Life is horrible
Life is dumb
Life is awesome
Life is depression
Life is tears
Life is sorrow
Life is anxiety
Life is Bullshit
Life stinks
Life sucks
I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you
cuz..
Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it.
Life is what you choose in life.
never regret what you've chosen:D

Your future may depend on 'aturcara membosankan'.


p/s:Sapa boleh sponsor tiket balik Malaysia,nak balik tarik telinga Asyran,membebel apa yang patut pastu saya datang balik.isk

roadtrip.

The title reveals everything!
so yeah we went to Bath and Salisbury last 10th and 11th.
it was fun to drive after such a long time..haha
but the road here sangat bosan ok..
asyik2 ada roundabouts.jalan straight ajer.Tak thrilled..
haha.banyaklah saya punya thrilled.
tapi scenery sangat cantik especially along the road sebab TomTom the Navigator bawak kitaorg ikut jalan kampung.Enjoy the photos ok.




Vaux Hall Astra yang best.



Roman Bath,Bath.



Stonehenge,Salisbury.



Nepalese Restaurant,we waited for an hour for the food:(



in front of our hostel.


This is what ladies do:)


Outside Jane Austen Centre.He's probably one of the characters in Jane Austen's novels.


ini kawan saya Tiku.Dia sangat comel semasa tidur.

daa~

Ko nie budak indie ke?

Indie itu apa?
Kenapa semua orang cakap pasal indie?
Kalau kat Malaysia, indiekah seseorang itu kalau setakat dalam berpakaian jer tapi nak keluar pun kena berteman?
Indie sangatkah kalau suka copy apa yang orang buat?
Indie sangatkah kalau semua benda nak buat mengharapkan orang lain?
Tapi maybe itu kot yang sedang berlaku dekat Malaysia kan En.F?


Berpakaian itu bukan melambangkan apa-apa pada saya.
Saya pakai apa yang saya suka dan selesa.
Jadi tak payah nak adili apa yang saya pakai sebab bukan saya pakai untuk anda.
Saya pun tak pernah nak adili sesiapa dalam berpakaian.Semua orang ada taste diorang masing-masing.If you really wanna criticise on what they wear, just keep it to yourself.Eventhough they don't look good in something they wear, it's not for you to judge my friend.


indie itu pada jiwa,bukan pada berpakaian.Kalau kau mengaku kau budak indie,pergi cari jiwa bukan terus pergi beli baju baru.Ahh

blog celaka.

hey people ,check out this blog.
blog ni memang celaka.(pardon my language)

http://adibahahmed.blogspot.com

mungkin tak sehebat adibah ahmad tapi kalo betul dia Muslim,nerakalah tempat kau.

s**t.

be the change you want to see.

Hello to the world today..
well i went to school today...
anyway,we went to King's School in Exeter.This is my second time as a visitor and i was not as nervous as my first time.I forgot to post my first time to St.Peters.Sorry.:p
anyway,Alex drove me,Am and her brother, Pip.Karen drove Chris (he's from Ghana) and Toby(He's from Jamaica).
Actually i was really prepared with issues around me today.
i read about Gaza and Israel,about Hajj,about 'Zakat'and also about our way of slaughtering the animals.
hmm i guess i was sooo wrong people.
I never got a chance to be asked that kind of questions at the first place.
Fyi,the school that i went today is considered a rural school.But still, if you were to put that kind of school in Malaysia, it doesn't considered rural at all.Cantik okeh.

The first class i entered, they were very much interested in animals.Gosh,i don't know how to answer when one boy kicked off and asked me 'Mira,do you like lions?'dem it's freezing cold outside and that was the best question you can ask!!
Another student went'Do you have pets?,and 'Do you like cat or dog?'. iskk rasa mau tumbuk jer tapi sebab dorang comel,saya lemah.so the first quarter wasted with very much superficial questions.So, during the lunch break,i concluded to Kevin and the other school teachers that my students are very shy and not brave enough to ask me matured questions.

After the break, i went to the same class with a hope that they probably had a thought on what they are going to ask me.Gosh,tak berubah!So, i felt that i'm the one who suppose to ask them questions just to make them on track with me.Basically what we talked in the second session were about bullying in school,how do you treat a Muslim,What are the differences between Christianity and Islam?,Why i have to wear headscarf? and terrorism and media.Basically,they had no ideas about this kind of things actually because they are in the rural area of Exeter.They don't even watch the news because according to them, it's boring.According to Mrs,Jenny,the PE teacher, after i left for another class they went quite with their new visitor,Pip.

So, then i went to my second classroom.This one was very3 interesting though.We were laughing ,debating and involving in very much matured Q & A sessions. One of the students,Scott was really2 cheeky.He was the one who made the Q & A session livelier with his stupid and funny questions.Then another boy asked me whether i believe in Jesus.After i answered that,the class teacher gave him a thumbs up.Yeah good one though.Another boy made me demonstrated on how Muslims pray.I had to be in the middle of the group and showed them how we pray.Interesting for me and also for them.The teacher asked me how difference is the way of slaughtering in Islam from other religion.What i did is, i picked this one boy and turned him into a chicken.I even used 'electric shock' and asked him how he feels. Then only I demonstrated the way we use in Islam.I used my finger as the knife and slaughtered his neck.While i was doing that, i explained to them why Muslims are required to eat halal meat.

Basically that was what i experienced today.

Here i would like to conclude about the questions that were asked to me:

They like you(Anna Marie,2009).

Students from both of the classrooms asked me almost the same questions.They even asked about my sibs.I was shocked when they asked me the name of my siblings and what are they doing now.What Azalia and Asyran got to do with this project people???.Anyway, i just answered.One of the boys even requested to see my family picture.Gosh!personal ok.

They even asked me, 'Do you live in a mansion in Malaysia?'.I was laughing and i asked him why.he said ' ouh nothing, i just thought you come from a very rich and well-known family..Sorry people, i was laughing out loud in the classroom along with the teachers.Innocent sungguh dia berfikir.
There were many interesting things happened but these are what i'm gonna share.



Somehow, we came from animal kingdom.That's what most people believe.But i do feel that certain traits in human are more likely the same with animals.
When animals face their enemies or an incident,there are three things that they choose to do.
They fight, they fly or they freeze.

The same goes to human.Talking about choice,we have our own choice in life.Seeing other people in different countries struggling with their life,what do we do?
We run away, we talk about it or we just wait and see if other people come and rescue them.Personally, what i wanted to say here is about Gaza.If i were to be in Malaysia now, i am less likely to be affected by it.I told this to my first class and a 13 years old girl went and said, 'when you are with your family, you don't think about other people because you are happy with your mom and dad'.Ohh yes!very true.i liked to take things for granted back in Malaysia.
Then she asked me why i should be affected by it when i am now in the UK.I said to her that in Islam, one is not complete as a true Muslim if he does not love his own brothers and sisters.In Islam,we are like family.Gosh, i don't know what in the world has got me today when i said that to her.

Personally, i am grateful to be here.I'm blessed.

TAGkalike6

tag from faliza.thanks babe:)


What are you listening to right now?
Azan maghrib.

what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
77

If you were a crayon what color would you be?
pink and purple

How is the weather right now?
freezin

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
i was shocked he called.

The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
shoes.very important.

Favorite type of Food?i don't have any.ngee

Do you drink?
nope

Do you smoke?
nope

Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
every single party i'd attended.hehe high babe:p

What color are your eyes?
black.

Do you wear contacts?
nope(scary)

Single?
siapa2 boleh tolong jawab ke?

Ever cried for no reason?
yupsie.

Last Movie you watched?
GTO live in action.dun ask me why.

Favorite day of the week?
everyday.

Are you too shy to ask someone out?
it depends.but i guess i'm not.its just that i don't want to.

Hugs or Kisses?
both

Chocolate or Vanilla?
both.

Do you want your friends to respond to this survey?
i hope so.

Who is most likely to respond?
someone who doesnt have anything to do.

Who is least likely to respond?
busy bee.

What books are you reading?
The Flirt by Kathleen Tessaro.

Piercings?
yes.

Fav. Movie?
haishh.takde lah.semua layan.

Fav. baseball team?
baseball?kriket boleh?team skolah dulu.

Any pets?
katak boleh?haha

Butter, Plain or salted popcorn?
caramel combo plzz.memang tak share dengan orang lain dah.

Dogs or cats?
cats

Fav. flower?
sunflower.

Have you ever fired a gun?
pistol air kira x?

Right handed or left handed?
Right handed

How many pillows do you sleep with?
5 or more.heee

Are you missing someone?
yes.loved ones

Favorite planet?
zuhal

What do you and your parents fight about the most?
pegi tanya diorang boleh.

What movie do you want to see right now?
nothing.banyak keja.

Have you tried sushi?
yup.

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
depends.basically a talker.hahaha

Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
takde.

If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
yes.i will.

Who told you they loved you last?
myself.

Do you have a crush on someone?
crush?yup.an actor.

What is your best physical feature?
eyes.

Would you rather be a fish or a bird?
i'd rather be myself.

How many kids do you plan on having?
err ikut rezeki Tuhan.

Do you talk to yourself?
monolog dalaman sangat penting.

Can a girl and a boy be bestfriends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
yes.

saya tag orang -orang cantik:)

yes it is the best childhood memory ever.

hey people check this one out from my sis..



Kena cangkul dekat kepala. hehe. Yes, cangkul as in the one you used to korek tanah tu? aha. Thanks to my dearest sis, yang menggunakan alat ini sebagai salah satu dari barang permainan. Kanak-kanak berusia 4-6 tahun, amatlah digalakkan utk mencuba ini. Menarik sekali permainannya.anda akan dicangkul, sehingga kepala anda meninggalkan kesan lekuk sampai hari ini..hehe.LOL. that was me and my sis back in those days where our playtime includes playing with knives, masak2 with the real ingredients (yeah.i'm talking bout eggs and bananas..) and no wonder you see my sister is so good with cooking now!!! (Azalia,2009)

so, now u now how jahat i was.

TAGkalike5

Sekadar gambar hiasan.

tag from Tirah:)


5 fakta tentang aku

1) senyum itu sedekah:)
2) Tidak senang dipengaruhi.Saya buat atas kehendak sendiri.
3) Boleh berjalan selama 12jam tanpa membeli apa-apa.Makan wajib.:p
4) observant dan suka berfikir.
5) pendiam:p

5 Perkara menakutkan aku di dunia

1) Allah s.w.t
2) Bagi Maktok & Tokwan sedih
3) Kehilangan orang-orang tersayang.
4) Mati.
5) Takde duit.hee

5 lagu buat masa sekarang

1) Gabrielle Cilmi-Sweet About Me
2) Paramore - Decode
3) Arctic Monkeys - When the Sun Goes Down
4) Ingrid Michaelson - The Way I Am
5) J.Holliday - Suffocate.

5 perkara yang selalu disebut

1) Masa Depan diri dan orang tersayang
2) Dunia dan akhirat
3) Artis dan gosip.
4) Diet dan kesihatan
5) Home and living.

5 perkara yang amat bernilai

1) Dilahirkan sebagai seorang Islam.
2) Maktok dan Tokwan sebagai pendorong diri
3) Kakak kepada adik-adik yang memeningkan kepala
4) Kawan2 yang HAPPENING.Kalau yang tak HAPPENING tu jangan kecik hati okeh.
5) Pengalaman hidup.

5 pertama kali dalam hidupku

1) membuli budak darjah 2 masa umur aku 10tahun.Time tu kelas aku suka makan nasi ayam kicap makcik kantin.Aku dengan jahatnya pegi mintak dengan muka yang comel ayam budak tu.Alasannya sebab ayam budak tu BEST.Hari esok aku aim budak lain pulak:p

2) Aku cat kasut sekolah masa Form 2 dengan cat umah ayah aku.Ini adalah kerana aku malas nak basuh kasut sekolah.Aku cuma perlu lap dengan tisu je kalo ada kotor.Otomatik kasut aku berkilat punyalah.Lepas tu aku perasan sorang budak 2A7 pun cat jugak.Tiru2!Dia lagi teruk.Sampai Form 5 cat kasut.siap ada merekah lagi.Memang tahap gaban punya malas.

3) Jatuh longkang besar depan Tuition MSN.Time tu tengah call mak suruh datang ambil.Tak sedar mak ada depan aku.Tengah aku belagak cakap tepon dengan 3315 kebanggaan aku,aku rasa diri aku rendah.Bila aku pandang atas mak aku tengah senyum malu.Pastu aku nak buat-buat pengsan tapi luka macam tak teruk sangat.Dengan malunya aku buat-buat takleh jalan je:p

4) Aku bergayut pokok rambutan Tokwan.Time tu aku darjah2 la.Time tu proses tumbesaran aku paling sihat.Aku gayut sampai dahan patah oh.bawah pokok tu ada geng masak-masak aku.Dorang semua lari kecuali Liza.Dia konon-konon nak buat macam dalam filem.Jerit tanpa lari.So dahan tu jatuh ah atas kepala dia.Tapi bagus gak kami dapat rambutan cara mudah.Takyah p amik galah.

5) Aku main masak-masak guna telur ayam kampung Maktok.Aku pakai telur 20 biji untuk buat kek yang besar satu mangkuk.Oh tak pakai tepung okey.Aku guna tanah je.pastu dah siap adun,masuk acuan,aku bakar.Tengah aku dok hias-hias tu aku tak perasan Tokwan aku kat belakang.Pendek kata,aku kena 'ligan' dengan Tokwan sambil Tokwan pegang getah basikal.Ouh tu kek pertama dalam hidup aku.Nak kena pos resepi ke?:p



5 orang yang aku tag:
1. Azalia
2. Cato
3. Tiku
4. Enaz
5. Suhaimi

*'ligan' tu bahasa Kedah yang bermaksud 'kejar'.nak tulis kejar macam tak feel la.:p

kena buat azam tahun baru lagi ke?

it's 2009!
i'm expecting another great year for myself and beautiful people around me.
wah cepat sungguh dah nak abis masa spend kat UK.
taknak balik boleh?huhu

Anyway,for the past few weeks as i said adalah masa saya mengubah diri saya.
hoho sounds funny kan?mengubah diri.gila kah?
i want to be someone better in 2009.So,minggu-minggu terakhir bulan Disember saya dah overcome beberapa masalah dalam diri sendiri.
haha berjaya2.alhamdulilah.Tapi tak boleh bagitau lah.kena tengok sendiri.:D

2009 is another year for me to grow up and be more mature.Hopefully another year of success for me in everything i do.So far, i don't have any regrets.Strange?but that is me.i do sigh for something that doesn't turn out to be something that i want but i don't actually mourn for it.I don't actually think about it the next day.Maybe i should take things more serious but that is me.I don't like to be bothered by benda yang remeh - temeh.

So back to the new year,i have a dream for this fantabulous 2009.oh my, sorry that i can't tell you guys.Go have your own dream and achieve it.That's more important!

Happy birthday orang-orang penting Januari ini:D

2Jan- Linedabesh
7Jan - Kak Syu
11Jan- K.A
19Jan- Rezza Izmil
20Jan - orang comel:D
27Jan - Hanis

i hope i get these dates right.peace.

Ouh tido dulu.Tangan sakit.permulaan yang baik buat tahun baru saya sebab saya kena angkat tilam sebanyak 11...(apa penjodoh bilangan untuk tilam ek?)
Tapi takde hal.keja punya pasal.Walaupun callbacks saya Tuhan yang tahu betapa banyaknya untuk satu bilik.Bayangkan sebelas bilik berapa callbacks saya?Takyah la buat-buat nak bayang:P Korang baca je apa yang saya tulis ni.pastu angguk-angguk tanda pecaya dan kasihan ok.

Lagi satu, masa saya tengah cuci bathroom mirror tadi,saya perasan muka saya dah tak bulat.hmm jangan buat muka hairan pulak.Saya lagi hairan.Tetiba saya rasa takut untuk kurus.Saya rasa sangat awal untuk azam tahun baru 2009 ini dicapai.Balik tadi makan nasi banyak-banyak dengan karipap plus cekodok.Orang lalu tepi rumah pun saya tak perasan sampai lah orang tu ketuk tingkap common room.Malu seyh orang tengok saya makan.oh lupa,housemate buatkan hot chocolate tadi.Harap malam ni muka saya sempat membulat kembali.

Till then,nite people.

p/s:tag nanti saya buat okeh:D
buat enaz,sis taktau la what are my resolution for this year.
guess that i want to be someone better dunia and akhirat.
nak kurus mungkin..azam yang sama sejak lahir:D